'Honeymoon' Year?

It’s been a while since the last time I blogged. Maybe it’s because I have no idea what to write. Life in Form 4 is kind of crazy. I mean that there are more subjects in school, longer school time, more tuition classes and less leisure time in weekdays. When I’m at home, I will feel extremely sleepy. How’s school? Well…. fine. But sometimes I feel boring and sleepy in school. Sometimes I don’t understand what the teachers are talking about. Especially when you get a Chinese school based teacher to teach you add math and math in English and a trainee to teach you Physics. I felt pity for them because no one is listening to them in class. Everyone is busy talking to one another because no one really understands what the teachers are teaching. I try to listen but it doesn’t works. I really felt sleepy and I end up talking in class like everyone else.

But no other subjects except History that can make you feel so sleepy. History is a very interesting subject but it can be very boring too. Sometimes you just can’t help it but to sleep during History classes (but of course I did not). I’m not a genius in math. Sometimes I felt ‘lost’ when I’m studying math and add math. Wait a minute; Physics and Chemistry are just the same. There are so many calculations and terms that will blow my head off. In both of my Physics and Chemistry tuition classes, I’m totally blurred. Some students can understand quickly but I need a few minutes to figure out things. So, I will just take it slow. I just need to read and do more exercises.

By the way, can anyone tell me what EST is about? We learn Science and English in Form 4. What is EST for? In the meantime, I just study whatever that I have to study.

Some people said that Form 4 is a ‘honeymoon’ year. I don’t think so. Everything is very different compared to the stuff I learned in Form 3. Form 4 subjects are tough anyway.